THIS IS MY LIFE

I have so many friends, but I feel that only a few who really want to be my friend. When they need help, I'm always there to help them. They were always there beside me when I'm happy, but when I'm sad or difficult they disappeared and concerned with their own affairs. I'm still impatient with what they do to me. But the patience of someone it also has limits. Whenever I was beside them, I feel something in my hearts. Neither do I know what makes me feel different. I wanted to ask them "What have I done? Why do you stay away from me like this? Why did you change?" But I do not dare, I do not want to make them think that I accuse them of hating myself. I know that I'm not so good, I'm also selfish, I'm more concerned about myself. But that's all shortage that I have, I appreciate what God has given me even though the people around me do not want me to have such properties. But, this is my life. Whatever I do, whatever I write through cyberspace like a facebook / twitter / blog it is my right. People have no right to punish me for something I write it. If you don't like me, please stay away from me. But if you're like me, please come and join be my friends. BECAUSE IN THIS WORLD THERE IS NO REAL FRIENDS.